shmoodlemyster (shmoodlemyster) wrote,

I have so many things to say, but nobody to listen. So I figured I would give this LJ thing another whirl.

Reading back at my other entries, I realize that my wording is always really akward, and nothing comes out the way I want it to. I sound dumb and pathetic. But that's all about to change.

Life used to revolve around my friends, but I don't really feel like I have any anymore. Nobody ever calls, and it just feels like nobody gives a shit. My life is basically revolving around me, myself, and I. I go to school, go home and do nothing, and then the process repeats. It feels like I'm on the outside looking in, with everybody changing except me. All of the sudden people have developed personalities, and I just feel the same. I wish I could just break out and stop being myself. I always feel akward, and unwanted. Like people don't want me to be around. I just feel alone.

The thing is that everybody else's problems seem real. I feel like I'm complaining about nothing. In five minutes, I'm going to read this thing and think its stupid and erase it. Or maybe I'll resist the urge.
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